I've written over 300 blogs on here. How can I part with this :(
Ok...go read my new blog: http://talifornia.blogspot.com
This is me..in San Francisco..see? I really am here!
Oh..and go check out this link: http://www.giant-leap.ca/
posted by TF @ 9:41 PM
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Why am I PMSing now? Like moving isn't hard enough without being hormonal.
Boo.
http://talifornia.blogspot.com
posted by TF @ 9:18 PM
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Ok..so I've started a new blog. Talifornia.blogspot.com.
So I'm going to start posting mostly there now (although updating here once in a while just to keep it up).
So change your links everyone. Let's make it happen!
posted by TF @ 6:25 PM
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I'm here ladies and gents. I have arrived.
I'm in California.
Sitting at Tammy's and being EXTREMELY lazy.
LAZY!
I have to go ope na bank account so I really need to get off my ass and hope they will give me one. PRAY!
Other than that..I have nothing to say right now except that I am safe and sound.
talk soon!
posted by TF @ 11:51 AM
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Ok, so I've been tagged. TAGGED! AACCCK!
the lovely AB did this on his bog so now I am doing it on mine (and tagging my blogger friends as well, so read for your name at the end of this post tosee if you are it). Basically what you d is use Goggle to discover your needs. Go to"Google" type in "(your name) needs" and see what comes up.
Here are mine:
Tali needs support from as many people as possible
Tali needs more reps int he offense
Tali needs a website ot sell her bad ass necklaces (I have bad-ass necklaces?)
Tali needs lessons
Tali needs it now
Tali needs to organise that now.
Tali needs to decide if she is will to saccrifice her honour.
Tali needs more characters
Tali needs to help
Tali needs our prayers (who is our?)
Tali needs to send me an intro
Tali needs to smack kiddies for spam
Tali needs a heart
Tali needs a layer of management software
Tali needs more posting buddies
Tali need to have an apisode challenge (I have no idea what that means)
Tali needs to do everthing
Tali needs you
Tali needs some time to grow up a little
Tali needs a little more house training, but loves children and most cats.
Tali needs to be deaf
Tali needs someplace to write remarks
Tali needs direct teacher assistance with all aspects of learning
Tali needs to look out for stalkers like me
Tali needs cheering up
Tali needs to be seen
Tali needs a lot of practice
Tali needs to come after a DJ as she and the girls need space on stage
Tali needs a new layout
The end.
I have LOTS of needs.
Ok...so now to all of you!
Ms.M, OOTG, Hickteeth, Ro, HG, Rye, Elana, Raheem, PK, Christy, Lana, Mom - time for you to get to it. Consider yourselves tagged!
posted by TF @ 7:43 AM
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I am having a horrible day. I was supposed to be out and having fun but being that the movers are coming tomorrow morning, I feel like I can't be out and doing anything. I'm so stressed. I am feeling more alone than I want to. I'm tired. I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm angry.
I'm everything. This is just SO stressful.
I really thought I was coming back to Toronto to see everyone, but think I've seen about 4 people and spent the rest of the time trying to pack and feeling TOTALLY stressed.
I never want to go through this again. I'm tired of being worried. I'm not sleeping. I feel ill.
I'm hating this.
I can't stop crying.
Can someone please remind me why I'm doing this?
posted by TF @ 7:01 PM
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It's been an interesting few days. Ro and I started speaking again and today he asked me about JZ. Basically asking if I had...how can I put this politely.."spent the night" with him. He said that he would sooner know the truth then have me keep things from him because i worry they wil upset him. Difficult position for me. My answer will upset him, but I put honesty over anything else. And when he asked me point blank if I had, I couldn't say no. I couldn't lie like that.
So I said yes.
My phone rang. He went into a rant. Basically telling me how I like to "fuck" (sorry mom) and saying he would never had done that to me (note, at the time I met Jack, Ro and I were not speaking and things were - as far as he concerned over. I was sure he and I would speak again at some point but i had no idea when). He basically told me I would have bad karma and that one day I would fall in love that someone will do that to me. rant rant rant rant rant. Basically - I'll paraphrase - I'm a horrible person who did something terrible to him and I deserve what I get.
Hurtful? Yes.
But so be it. How can I convince someone I'm not an asshole who has spent SO much time trying to belive I am? I can't.
So I went out.
And came back to the following email from his roomate:
"You are nothing but a cheap slut. You had a good man and you hurt him. I hope you rot in hell. M."
How upsetting. Two sides to every story, but mine is clearly irrelevant.
And just when I stsrted to calm down from that email. I received this one:
"I would also add he believed in you. None of us did. He fought with us. We told him you would do this. You make me ashamed to be a woman. I will be beside him. I will show him love trust honour. M"
How do you react to these emails? This Maria knows NOTHING about me. Not a thing. She doesn't know how hurt I was when Ro bailed on everythign and walked away. She doesn't know anything about what has happened or how I felt or how Ro acted with me. Nothing. She just judged.
I didn't respond to the emails. I didn't send them to Ro. Nothing. I didn't do a thing.
So this is my one act.
I'm venting. I needed to get it out of my system.
The end.
Why would anyone do that? Why do people feel the need to treat eachother like that?
*sigh*
I'm done this time.
Really. I am.
posted by TF @ 2:39 PM
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Just a little bit of info for those who care about my life that was in Toronto and is now in San Francisco :)
PR pro/game geek/Mommy in lovely Los Angeles
